Humbled by Grace | Gratitude from Kenya:

As Thanksgiving approaches, I find it fitting to reflect on the meaning of this holiday. Gratitude has always been something I hold close, but during my time in Kenya, it has taken on an entirely new depth. With only two weeks left here, I am reminded of just how much has been given to me and how much I have to be thankful for.

In the months leading up to this trip, I prayed intentionally for specific things. I asked the Lord to reveal Himself to me, to work in me, to provide clarity regarding a calling to full-time ministry (something I continue to pray through), and to show me the excess in my own life. God has been faithful in answering these prayers and revealing much more. His faithfulness is without question. Witnessing His work during this journey has humbled me deeply. Despite my flaws and unworthiness, God has been patient and gracious, continually shaping me through His love—a grace I could never earn.

There is so much to be grateful for. I thank God for the blessings He has lavished upon me: family, friends, mentors, and those He’s placed in my life to guide me closer to Him. I am also grateful for the many physical blessings I often take for granted—things like a roof over my head, running water, electricity, and the assurance of my next meal. These are things many of us in the Western world overlook, yet they are profound gifts that not everyone enjoys. Reflecting on this, I see just how much I have been given. I’ve realized that many of the "problems" in my life are not problems at all—they’re mere inconveniences. And let’s be honest: what we call an inconvenience in America is likely a blessing in much of the world.

One question that has lingered in my mind, one my father and I have discussed for as long as I can remember, has been especially present in my heart here:"If God loves the person who has almost nothing—who doesn’t know where their next meal will come from—just as much as He loves me, why has He allowed me to have more?"This question is complicated, and I don’t have a perfect answer. All I know is that sin has broken our world. Yet, praise God for sending Jesus Christ to redeem us and pay our debt.

This reality has humbled me. God has gifted me with so much, yet I have often failed to steward those blessings well. I thought I understood life’s struggles, but I didn’t even come close. What has been especially humbling is seeing the faith and joy of those here in Kenya. Despite having less, they come to church each Sunday—many walking great distances—and worship with all their hearts. Their gratitude and understanding of worship have profoundly impacted me. They recognize that every little thing is a blessing, and their joy is genuine. It has made me reflect on my own life and realize that there is so much to be thankful for.

As we head into Thanksgiving week, I hope we all can appreciate what we’ve been given.

The last few weeks here have been incredible. Preparations for Christmas are underway—it’s hard to believe it’s almost here! We’ve also been visiting Bible institutes across the region and attending graduations. This past weekend, I had the privilege of attending a graduation ceremony at a Bible school in a remote area. We made the journey on Saturday, attended the ceremony, stayed overnight at the pastor’s house, and worshiped with their church the next morning. It was an unforgettable experience.

With two weeks left in Kenya, I am excited to see what God has in store. I hope you all have a wonderful Thanksgiving filled with gratitude for His blessings!

Below are some pictures, I encourage you to click through them!